I am glad.

I am glad.

I am glad that you finally meet her – the one you love.
I am glad that you finally have someone who loves you, as much as, I do.
I am glad that you will begin a new chapter in your life…and with her.
I am glad that you are not with me.

Loving you is the most selfish thing I know – you are that great, and I am this ordinary. Loving you is the silliest thing I know, but loving you is one of the sincerest things I do.

I think I will never be completely healed. This heartache is too strong – every time I hear your name, and her name, or you and her together, it is like I get stabbed.

It is certain that it will be difficult for me to love again after you, to ever expect again, to ever dream again. It is just too painful.

It is certain that I will probably can never get over you. It is certain that although time passes, I still feel that hurt forever.

And it is certain that you and her will be happily together, just like now, while I am re-starting my life.

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